Yesterday, Voriconazole and I were introduced for the first time. It was such a small, unassuming little pill, and I've got way too much on my plate right now to be looking for anything serious, so I assumed ours would be a casual, minimally intrusive relationship - you know, the kind where your paths have to cross briefly in the morning and briefly before going to bed, but other than that you just go about your own lives and try to stay out of each other's way.
Then I crawled into bed last night, turned out the lights, and immediately went into panic mode due to the fact I was fairly certain I was having some sort of stroke.
It turns out Voriconazole (street name Vfend) has a lot more punch than I gave it credit for. It's meant to treat fungal infections, but what you may NOT know is that it will simultaneously do some seriously trippy things to your vision.
I started taking the pills yesterday morning, and for a large part of the day I noticed that everything in our apartment looked a bit off. Not blurry, exactly - just really hazy and BRIGHT. I attributed this phenomenon to the fact that I'm in lock-down study mode and have been staring at computer screens and tiny-print books non-stop for the past three days (and, though I hate to admit it, my eyesight is definitely not improving as I approach the end of law school). As the day went on, I stopped noticing it, so I assume it got better - then, late last night as I was studying, the hazy brightness started returning, so I decided it was a good time to call it quits and go to bed.
That's when the real trippy stuff started. It was seriously like a strobe light and disco ball were having a party in our bedroom and no one could see it but me (. . . that doesn't sound insane, right?). As I lay there with my eyes wide open and darting around the room, trying to figure out what was going on, I remembered my doctor warning me that this medicine often caused temporary color blindness. This gave me the idea that maybe it could cause other strange vision issues, so I whipped out my smart phone and conducted a quick research project on Vfend side effects. Sure enough, and much to my own relief, "the most common side effects reported are visual side effects…including wavy lines, mild blurred vision or photophobia." (had to look the last one up - it means an abnormal sensitivity to light). It also said these side effects only last a few hours after taking the medicine, and even that is only for the first few days of taking the med course.
And so, once my mind was put at ease, I just decided to chill and let the Vfend have its little strobe light party until everyone got tired and went home. Then I finally got some sleep.
It looks like Vfend and I will be having a slightly more intensive relationship than I'd anticipated, but so long as it holds up its end of bargain (that is, ridding my lungs of any aspergillus traces), I'm willing to put up with its late-night disco parties and the day-time "glow" it projects onto all the objects around me. For now.
So what was the point of this post? Honestly there's not much of one, other than wanting an excuse to put off starting my morning study routine. I guess I just want anyone out there who is trying voriconazole for the first time to know it's normal to be seeing bright lights in the darkness, and no, you're not crazy or dying.
That's all for now. Back to studying crim pro and negotiable instruments!
Tuesday, December 3, 2013
Saturday, November 23, 2013
You might be a CF patient if...
. . . you've ever put on your Vest and turned it down to the lowest frequency while you sing so it sounds like your voice has opera-singer vibrato.
Haha, I used to do this all the time when I first got my Vest when I was around 12 years old. Something made me think of it this morning, so I gave my husband a demonstration - and it was pretty awesome. If only my voice had any kind of natural talent for finding the notes in the first place, I might be on to something here!
Haha, I used to do this all the time when I first got my Vest when I was around 12 years old. Something made me think of it this morning, so I gave my husband a demonstration - and it was pretty awesome. If only my voice had any kind of natural talent for finding the notes in the first place, I might be on to something here!
Sunday, November 10, 2013
The Art of Almost-Lawyering
An itch to blog hit a few days ago, so in the back of my mind I've been trying to think of a "theme" for my next post. Then Friday night, as I lay in bed wide awake from 2-5 a.m. (oi, that was random - I'm not even on steroids!), it occurred to me that I haven't been great about writing about the law school aspect of my life, which was one of my primary goals when I first started this blog. Soooo, here's my latest shot at it:
I've had a new internship since school started this semester, and it has been absolutely amazing. As I mentioned in my earlier post regarding my summer immigration internship, I loved the experience but was disappointed there wasn't more "legal training" involved. The job provided some great communication experience in consulting with clients, and I also learned a lot about the process of immigration, but when I left I realized I really wanted exposure to some more traditional legal practices.
Therefore, this semester, I applied for and landed an internship with a local non-proft called Legal Aid. Legal Aid's mission is to "ensure equal access to justice" for people living near or below the poverty line. Basically, it's a chance for people who can't afford a lawyer to gain access to some sort of legal advice or representation. The office doesn't practice criminal defense or personal injury litigation, but other than that, most legal issues that people bring to us are fair game. It's been fantastic working at a place that allows interns to get exposure to a number of legal fields. I've mostly been working in family law, but have also worked on some landlord-tenant cases, third-party debt collection issues, wills & estates documents, expunction pleadings (which is what a person files to request an arrest be removed from their record if the charges were eventually dismissed), and more.
It has just been a great experience all around. There have been many times I felt like something was just thrown at me that I had no clue how to handle, but being thrown into the middle of something is oftentimes the best way to learn it. I've gained lots of experience drafting various pleadings, petitions, answers, final orders, etc. (Funny story/random fact: in my family law class last semester, one of my assignments was to draft temporary orders in a child custody case. Throughout the whole assignment, I kept thinking "This is so dumb! Why would my professor have us write the judge's orders? If it's the judge's order, the judge will be writing it, not the attorney!" WRONG. As I've only recently learned, in most cases, at least in family law, the attorneys draft court orders, not the judge giving the orders. The orders are either drafted before the hearing and presented to the judge to sign at the end of the hearing once your case is made, or the judge will hear a case and make a decision and one of the attorneys will offer to draft the orders and bring them back up for the judge to sign at a later date. Who knew?)
I've also received a temporary bar card, which allows me to practice law under the supervision of an experienced attorney, so in the last few weeks I've had the chance to examine a witness at trial and to participate in a few court hearings. That was way cool! This job is also fun because the office building is downtown, just a few blocks away from all the different court houses, so we (the interns) get to walk down to the courts almost every day for one thing or another. I don't know why, but I absolutely love that part of this job.
Working in the legal field is interesting, because, for the most part, you only see the "crazy" side of a person's life that has led them to needing help with a legal issue. The issues I have seen in the past three months alone have shown me how truly boring my life is. (Throughout the day I sometimes send my husband texts of "Things you would probably only hear at Legal Aid" - example: "Well, sir, when I type your name into google, the murder comes up as the third hit.") It's also been an eye-opening experience to just how much hurt and messed-up stuff there is out there in the world. The lawyers I've been working under are all fantastic and dedicated to the cause of helping people going through hard financial times through the legal system, and I feel very blessed to have had the opportunity to learn under them, and even more so that they would take the time to teach me.
As far as actual classes go, they're coming along fine, but I'm starting to feel the dreaded anxiety that comes with finals looming in the near future. The time of completely checking out of life and dedicating every waking moment to studying will soon be upon me again. This semester I've only had to use about half of my allowed absences (for most classes, you're only allowed to miss up to 7 or you don't get credit for the course). This has been another big blessing, considering I had a sinus surgery and a PICC in for 6 weeks (and ugh, glad THAT'S over for now!).
Ok, I think that about sums up my most recent legal thoughts and ramblings. Be back soon!
Tuesday, October 22, 2013
That amazing moment when...
...you take a shower for the first time after getting your PICC pulled AND the maintenance man fixed your water pressure the day before. O, glorious morning!
Tuesday, October 1, 2013
Sinus Surgery #6 and Permission to Be Still
This past Friday marked my sixth sinus surgery in about 9 years. Back when I was 17, the pulmonologist I was seeing at the time recommended I visit an ENT to get my sinuses checked out, not because I was necessarily having breathing troubles at the time, but just because he knew that tended to be an issue for several of his CF patients. And boy, was he ever right!
At this point, it's pretty much agreed upon between myself, my CF team, and my ENT that my sinuses are the main cause of my breathing issues. They just get so congested that infection easily sets in, then makes its way down to my lungs. Once that sets in, it's a vicious cycle of airway inflammation and congestion that only the "big guns" (IV antibiotics) seem to really be able to knock out.
So, I've now had six sinus surgeries. What I refer to as "the big surgery", aka the first one where the doctor created two new "windows" in my sinuses for better drainage, happened in summer 2004, followed by a much easier clean-out surgery that fall. I had another clean-out + deviated septum repair in summer 2010, a basic clean-out while I was hospitalized in Feb. 2012, another basic clean-out in Feb. 2013, and the most recent clean-out this past week, Sept. 2013.
I was pretty disappointed at realizing I needed the surgery again so soon - it had been less than 8 months since my first one this year - but there was no denying it was time. Nearly three weeks ago I had a PICC placed, but even after almost three weeks of IV Fortaz, it was obvious my sinuses were not going to be getting any better….and I know from experience that if my sinuses aren't good to go when I finish my antibiotics, any breathing progress I made during that round won't last long.
And so, I scheduled (yet another) clean-out surgery with my ENT for this past Friday. It's all pretty routine at this point: I know what to expect the night before, the morning of, and the afternoon after. However, this time I was very surprised to wake up (coughing, of course) from the anesthesia with no gauze mustache taped under my nose. Typically, I wake up coughing and all the recovery nurses flitter about because the coughing makes my nose start bleeding excessively and I'm sure it all looks very alarming. This time, though, there was just the familiar coughing and sore throat from the breathing tube, and that unquenchable thirst for ice chips. (Sidenote, after my first surgery when I was 18, I distinctly remember getting a cherry slushie to soothe my throat in the recovery room. Since then, at the various hospitals that have performed the surgeries, I always hope that cherry slushie will be waiting for me when I wake up, but so far it's just been boring old ice chips). There was absolutely zero blood to deal with the entire recovery time, which was nice, but really weirded me out at first.
Apparently, since I did just have surgery back in February, my frontal sinuses looked fine, so the ENT didn't do much work there. Instead, he focused on cleaning out my forehead sinuses (which is done by sticking a catheter up there and flushing them with antibiotics), and some of the "deeper sinuses" (and I honestly have no idea what that means, exactly). In the process of cleaning these out, my ENT just didn't quite feel satisfied, so he did some live x-rays while I was in there. I'm so grateful he did, because these x-rays revealed a whole portion of sinus cavity that was filled with bacteria gunk but had been missed this time AND back in February because scarred tissue had covered it up, making it almost invisible.
So, the doctor drilled through that scarred tissue got the elusive area cleaned out for me, put a metal stint in my nose to keep the scarred tissue from covering the area again, and sent me on my way. For now, I'm still doing another week of IV antibiotics, and am also doing my sinus rinses, mixed with powdered antibiotics, religiously. I'm hoping and praying this is what it takes to really get my nose and lungs cleared out and keep me breathing easy for a long while!
Recovery time typically isn't an issue for me. It's a day surgery, so I'm home by that night and usually feeling pretty ok by the next afternoon. Heck, last time I had surgery, I went out and bought my wedding dress the next day! (not that I recommend this - I loved my wedding dress, but that situation could have turned out very badly) This time, though, my husband put me under house arrest and told me I wasn't allowed to do ANYTHING all weekend. It was time to rest.
At first I laughingly rolled my eyes a little but was willing to humor the request(/demand). I am SO GLAD he made me stay home. Life has been so busy and crazy the last few months - even after I had my PICC put in, I was back to work and school the very next day, with activities planned each weekend. It was time to slow down, and while I was letting anesthesia work its way out of my system was the perfect time to embrace this idea of just being still. We slept, we watched movies, we had meals brought to us by friends, and we went on fro yo outings. I finally made headway with our wedding thank you notes (though it was argued by hubby that this doesn't exactly count as "down time"), and just generally enjoyed sitting around our wonderful apartment and being lazy.
A healing body and permission to be still are wonderful things.
And so, I scheduled (yet another) clean-out surgery with my ENT for this past Friday. It's all pretty routine at this point: I know what to expect the night before, the morning of, and the afternoon after. However, this time I was very surprised to wake up (coughing, of course) from the anesthesia with no gauze mustache taped under my nose. Typically, I wake up coughing and all the recovery nurses flitter about because the coughing makes my nose start bleeding excessively and I'm sure it all looks very alarming. This time, though, there was just the familiar coughing and sore throat from the breathing tube, and that unquenchable thirst for ice chips. (Sidenote, after my first surgery when I was 18, I distinctly remember getting a cherry slushie to soothe my throat in the recovery room. Since then, at the various hospitals that have performed the surgeries, I always hope that cherry slushie will be waiting for me when I wake up, but so far it's just been boring old ice chips). There was absolutely zero blood to deal with the entire recovery time, which was nice, but really weirded me out at first.
Apparently, since I did just have surgery back in February, my frontal sinuses looked fine, so the ENT didn't do much work there. Instead, he focused on cleaning out my forehead sinuses (which is done by sticking a catheter up there and flushing them with antibiotics), and some of the "deeper sinuses" (and I honestly have no idea what that means, exactly). In the process of cleaning these out, my ENT just didn't quite feel satisfied, so he did some live x-rays while I was in there. I'm so grateful he did, because these x-rays revealed a whole portion of sinus cavity that was filled with bacteria gunk but had been missed this time AND back in February because scarred tissue had covered it up, making it almost invisible.
So, the doctor drilled through that scarred tissue got the elusive area cleaned out for me, put a metal stint in my nose to keep the scarred tissue from covering the area again, and sent me on my way. For now, I'm still doing another week of IV antibiotics, and am also doing my sinus rinses, mixed with powdered antibiotics, religiously. I'm hoping and praying this is what it takes to really get my nose and lungs cleared out and keep me breathing easy for a long while!
Recovery time typically isn't an issue for me. It's a day surgery, so I'm home by that night and usually feeling pretty ok by the next afternoon. Heck, last time I had surgery, I went out and bought my wedding dress the next day! (not that I recommend this - I loved my wedding dress, but that situation could have turned out very badly) This time, though, my husband put me under house arrest and told me I wasn't allowed to do ANYTHING all weekend. It was time to rest.
At first I laughingly rolled my eyes a little but was willing to humor the request(/demand). I am SO GLAD he made me stay home. Life has been so busy and crazy the last few months - even after I had my PICC put in, I was back to work and school the very next day, with activities planned each weekend. It was time to slow down, and while I was letting anesthesia work its way out of my system was the perfect time to embrace this idea of just being still. We slept, we watched movies, we had meals brought to us by friends, and we went on fro yo outings. I finally made headway with our wedding thank you notes (though it was argued by hubby that this doesn't exactly count as "down time"), and just generally enjoyed sitting around our wonderful apartment and being lazy.
A healing body and permission to be still are wonderful things.
Friday, September 20, 2013
No, thank you, I don't want your cough drop.
Being offered cough drops on a fairly regular basis from random people is probably an experience I have in common with many other CFers. In high school, (since I'm 99% sure menthol-laced cough drops were illegal on school premises) friends and classmates would occasionally offer me peppermints or hard candies to suck on for my throat (usually accompanied by some sympathetic comment of "wow, you STILL have that cough, huh?"). In college, while working at the front desk of my dorm, a sweet foreign exchange student gentlemen from Singapore brought me a bag of cough drops and some un-identifiable asian "cold medicine" tablets that he swore made ANY cold/allergies/illness go away within 24 hours and was convinced I must need them. I've had piano teachers, friends' mothers, and work colleagues come hunt me and my cough down when they're within earshot and give me a wink while they silently slip/force a cough drop into my hand. In law school, I've had nameless classmates sitting next to me reach into their bags in the middle of class, then whisper "I have cough drops" as they offer me a smile and a handful of Halls. The cake, though, might be in class tonight when the girl sitting in front of me, to whom I've never spoken and about whom I know nothing, turned around and, without making eye contact, plopped a cough drop on my desk, then turned back around to continue taking our quiz. Umm….thank you?
In all honesty, my initial gut-reaction whenever this happens is to feel both sad and offended. There's a part of me that cringes on the inside anytime my cough is acknowledged as something noticeable or abnormal. Trying so hard to stay healthy and be "normal," only to have someone point out to you that there is something obviously wrong…well, it can be a tiny bit of a soul beating.
However, I absolutely realize that 99% of the time it is done out of kindness - people see what they perceive as a "suffering" and think they have a small way to make it better. (Or they really want me to stop making all those distracting coughing/throat clearing noises so they can concentrate on the class material! Either way, I guess I can't really blame 'em…) And so, that initial gut-reaction of negativity has been trained to almost immediately give-way to the thought "They're just trying to be nice. Now either accept or decline the cough drop, and either way, remember to SMILE and be GRACIOUS."
Over the past year or so, as I've really started to better embrace and accept the CF-patient part of my identity (and also since I've met and married the love of my life who accepts me exactly as I am, CF and all, which has given me way more confidence than I ever would have imagined) little things like the cough drop offers tend to roll off a lot easier than they used to. The last two times it's happened, though, have caught me off-guard, because when they're offered I honestly am not aware of any coughing noises even going on! The next-to-last time, it was right before a sinus surgery, and all I can figure out is that I must have just been clearing my throat a lot in class; tonight, I had to run across the parking lot and up a stair case with my heavy backpack to make it to class on time, so I was huffin' and puffin' and coughin' a bit when I first sat down. All that had passed, though, by the time our quiz was passed out, and as far as I was concerned I was just sitting there quietly when the cough drop "drop and run" occurred. After the quiz was over, friendly cough drop girl turned around and asked "You were the one that was coughing at the start of class, right?" That at least made me feel a little better that she was referring to a legit coughing fit and that I wasn't subconsciously making a lot of weird noises in class that I wasn't aware of!
So, bottomline, yes, it hurts my feelings a little bit, but I understand and am grateful that people are just trying to help when they shove a cough drop in my face. It's also taught me to consider how many times I might accidentally hurt others' feelings by innocently pointing out something that's a little "off" with them and be completely oblivious to the fact that I'm calling attention to a very sensitive aspect of their life. In the end, though, we're all human, and we're all going to put our foot in our mouth at some point, whether we realize it at the time or not, so I think a little grace all around is needed here.
In all honesty, my initial gut-reaction whenever this happens is to feel both sad and offended. There's a part of me that cringes on the inside anytime my cough is acknowledged as something noticeable or abnormal. Trying so hard to stay healthy and be "normal," only to have someone point out to you that there is something obviously wrong…well, it can be a tiny bit of a soul beating.
However, I absolutely realize that 99% of the time it is done out of kindness - people see what they perceive as a "suffering" and think they have a small way to make it better. (Or they really want me to stop making all those distracting coughing/throat clearing noises so they can concentrate on the class material! Either way, I guess I can't really blame 'em…) And so, that initial gut-reaction of negativity has been trained to almost immediately give-way to the thought "They're just trying to be nice. Now either accept or decline the cough drop, and either way, remember to SMILE and be GRACIOUS."
Over the past year or so, as I've really started to better embrace and accept the CF-patient part of my identity (and also since I've met and married the love of my life who accepts me exactly as I am, CF and all, which has given me way more confidence than I ever would have imagined) little things like the cough drop offers tend to roll off a lot easier than they used to. The last two times it's happened, though, have caught me off-guard, because when they're offered I honestly am not aware of any coughing noises even going on! The next-to-last time, it was right before a sinus surgery, and all I can figure out is that I must have just been clearing my throat a lot in class; tonight, I had to run across the parking lot and up a stair case with my heavy backpack to make it to class on time, so I was huffin' and puffin' and coughin' a bit when I first sat down. All that had passed, though, by the time our quiz was passed out, and as far as I was concerned I was just sitting there quietly when the cough drop "drop and run" occurred. After the quiz was over, friendly cough drop girl turned around and asked "You were the one that was coughing at the start of class, right?" That at least made me feel a little better that she was referring to a legit coughing fit and that I wasn't subconsciously making a lot of weird noises in class that I wasn't aware of!
So, bottomline, yes, it hurts my feelings a little bit, but I understand and am grateful that people are just trying to help when they shove a cough drop in my face. It's also taught me to consider how many times I might accidentally hurt others' feelings by innocently pointing out something that's a little "off" with them and be completely oblivious to the fact that I'm calling attention to a very sensitive aspect of their life. In the end, though, we're all human, and we're all going to put our foot in our mouth at some point, whether we realize it at the time or not, so I think a little grace all around is needed here.
Sunday, September 8, 2013
Internships and Housewife-ing (or at least attempting it)
Welcome to my-life-in-a-nutshell-for-the-last-three-(now-four-)months Part 2:
The day after hubby and I returned home from the honeymoon, I started my summer internship with the Immigration and Legal Services department at a (somewhat) local Catholic Charities office. My real interest in the internship was to learn about refugee and asylee law, but I knew the job would include exposure to a much wider variety of immigration legal issues. In the end, it was a great experience - having just finished an immigration law course a few weeks before I started, it was really cool to be working in an environment where I could observe how what I'd learned in class directly affects the everyday lives of so many people. I was little disappointed at the lack of actual "legal practice" involved, though - this particular office doesn't provide any legal services that would require a lawyer accompanying a client to court or removal proceedings, or an asylum hearing. Instead, the office primarily provides consultations to clients who are seeking some kind of pre-emptive immigration relief (meaning they haven't already been tracked down by ICE and are seeking some kind of protection or relief from future possible deportation).
*I've realized the next few paragraphs of this post are probably unbelievably boring to 99% of the people who will ever read this blog, but it's taken me so long to write it I can't bring myself to delete it. Sooooo….IF YOU CARE TO LEARN A TAD ABOUT IMMIGRATION LAW, FEEL FREE TO READ EVERYTHING BELOW. IF NOT, FEEL FREE TO SKIP TO THE NEXT *
Therefore, I spent most of my summer meeting with people who qualify for something called "deferred action for childhood arrivals" (DACA). This is a piece of legislation passed in August 2012 that aims to give some temporary protection to immigrants who have been in the U.S. for most of their lives. This typically ends up being children who crossed the border with their parents, usually before they were school-age, and have lived in the U.S. for nearly the entire lives. The requirements (if anyone is interested) are that they have to currently be at least 15 years old; show they entered the U.S. before their 16th birthday; show they were physically present in the US on June 15, 2007 and have been continuously present in the US up to the current date; show they are either currently enrolled in school, have received a high school diploma or GED; show they are currently living in the US without lawful status; and show they have no criminal history. Being approved for this form of temporary relief means that, while the legislation lasts (Congress can revoke it at a later date), a recipient will not be placed in removal proceedings (i.e. deported) simply because they are present in the US without lawful status. This means if they commit a crime or some other deportable offense, they can still be placed in removal proceedings, and if they leave the country, they have no license to re-enter the United States - however, simply being in the U.S. "illegally" will not land them in immigration court. This legislation also allows recipients to apply for a social security number, which in turn allows them to get a job, driver's license, etc.
I also had the chance to work with immigrants who had been admitted to the U.S. as refugees, and were now eligible to adjust/apply for their permanent resident status (aka their "green card"), and also with U.S. citizens who were ready to petition to bring over family members from another country. I enjoyed meeting with these people and hearing their stories, and their cases were typically pretty straightforward and simple. It's a little crazy, though, that people come in to start the petition process of sponsoring their parent or siblings so they can immigrate to the U.S., all the while knowing it will likely be at least a 7-20 year process. It was a good reminder at just how blessed I am to live in a country with so many opportunities and so much affluence, and also a good reminder that not everyone gets to experience the same political and economic security I've known my whole life.
Additionally, I had the chance to work with some women who had been granted temporary relief status because they were either victims of a violent crime (U-Visa recipients) or domestic violence (relief under VAWA - Violence Against Women Act). Both of these programs allow people to stay in the U.S. for a temporary period while they "get back on their feet," and the recipients are then allowed to apply permanent resident status after a given period of time, provided there is no criminal activity or other problems during that probationary time period. I really enjoyed speaking with these women, and hoped that the few hours I got to spend with them preparing their files and applications helped at least a little in setting their lives on the right track to recovery and a better life.
Overall, immigration law is an extremely interesting field, and I wouldn't mind getting back into later on down the road. It's such a complicated and codified process, it was nice to be in a position where I was simultaneously learning about the law and helping people navigate their way through our complicated system in their quest to obtain a rightful, legal status. There were two main issues that made me decide I want to try something else for now, though - #1 - I don't speak spanish. Like, not even a little. And that severely limits how much direct contact I can have with clients in my area who are seeking immigration law advice. #2 - I honestly don't have strong feelings about immigration policy and legislation either way. I loved learning about immigration law - digging into legislation policy, however, is not something I've ever been interested enough to really research and form a firm opinion on. This summer, I got to see how this is a topic that directly affects SO MANY people, and it really helped remind me that this is an issue that affects individual lives, not just a generic group of "other people" - aaaaaaand at the same time, it showed me that there are a LOT of people who feel completely entitled "work" and take advantage of our immigration and legal system, which was frustrating. Given what I've seen so far in my new internship, though, I'm starting to think that's just a trend that nonprofit legal organizations see, no matter what field of law you are working in. You just have to remember that along with the frustrating clients, there are also those who genuinely need, deserve, and appreciate the help.
*WELCOME BACK:
Thankfully my immigration internship ended with another month of my summer left. Woohoo! It was definitely time for a break, too. Between the engagement, wedding planning, school semester, finals, moving, wedding, honeymoon traveling, then a full-time internship with 3+ hours in the car each day, my body was getting crazy rundown. Over the next few weeks, I tried to balance a good amount of "down time" while at the same time finally going through all our wedding gifts, packing/moving/unpacking the rest of my stuff from my parents' house, and trying to "set up house." During that time hubby and I also traveled up to DC for a long weekend with my family for my grandfather's memorial service in Arlington Cemetery. It was absolutely wonderful - we got a few days to explore the city, followed by all my aunts, uncles, and cousins being in the same place to honor my grandfather's life and service to his country. He was a colonel in the Air Force during WWII and beyond, and he had a full honor guard present at his memorial service. It was beautiful, and we all knew he would have been extremely pleased. After the service, the whole family headed to a french restaurant my grandparents used to frequent in the city, and we spent the night savoring some delicious french delicacies and sharing stories about my grandad's life. My family has a strong french heritage and pride, which was primarily instilled in us by my grandfather, so this was an absolutely perfect way to wrap up a day/trip celebrating his life.
During the few weeks at home before school started back, hubby and I were finally able to get a little more "settled in" - curtains got hung, wedding gifts got returned/exchanged, our dish set got completed…it was a nice sense of accomplishment - but it still feels like there is so much to do! It's hard to believe we've both been living here for over three months now. I think it's about time I start getting some of these decorations up, or else it will be time for us to move again before they've even been put up!
That's about all for now. There's more to update on now that school has started back and a new internship has started, but this post has already hit "way too long" status. I'll include more of a health update in my next post, too (it looks like it's about time to cave and start another round of IVs - but you gotta do what you gotta do).
Be back soon!
The day after hubby and I returned home from the honeymoon, I started my summer internship with the Immigration and Legal Services department at a (somewhat) local Catholic Charities office. My real interest in the internship was to learn about refugee and asylee law, but I knew the job would include exposure to a much wider variety of immigration legal issues. In the end, it was a great experience - having just finished an immigration law course a few weeks before I started, it was really cool to be working in an environment where I could observe how what I'd learned in class directly affects the everyday lives of so many people. I was little disappointed at the lack of actual "legal practice" involved, though - this particular office doesn't provide any legal services that would require a lawyer accompanying a client to court or removal proceedings, or an asylum hearing. Instead, the office primarily provides consultations to clients who are seeking some kind of pre-emptive immigration relief (meaning they haven't already been tracked down by ICE and are seeking some kind of protection or relief from future possible deportation).
*I've realized the next few paragraphs of this post are probably unbelievably boring to 99% of the people who will ever read this blog, but it's taken me so long to write it I can't bring myself to delete it. Sooooo….IF YOU CARE TO LEARN A TAD ABOUT IMMIGRATION LAW, FEEL FREE TO READ EVERYTHING BELOW. IF NOT, FEEL FREE TO SKIP TO THE NEXT *
Therefore, I spent most of my summer meeting with people who qualify for something called "deferred action for childhood arrivals" (DACA). This is a piece of legislation passed in August 2012 that aims to give some temporary protection to immigrants who have been in the U.S. for most of their lives. This typically ends up being children who crossed the border with their parents, usually before they were school-age, and have lived in the U.S. for nearly the entire lives. The requirements (if anyone is interested) are that they have to currently be at least 15 years old; show they entered the U.S. before their 16th birthday; show they were physically present in the US on June 15, 2007 and have been continuously present in the US up to the current date; show they are either currently enrolled in school, have received a high school diploma or GED; show they are currently living in the US without lawful status; and show they have no criminal history. Being approved for this form of temporary relief means that, while the legislation lasts (Congress can revoke it at a later date), a recipient will not be placed in removal proceedings (i.e. deported) simply because they are present in the US without lawful status. This means if they commit a crime or some other deportable offense, they can still be placed in removal proceedings, and if they leave the country, they have no license to re-enter the United States - however, simply being in the U.S. "illegally" will not land them in immigration court. This legislation also allows recipients to apply for a social security number, which in turn allows them to get a job, driver's license, etc.
I also had the chance to work with immigrants who had been admitted to the U.S. as refugees, and were now eligible to adjust/apply for their permanent resident status (aka their "green card"), and also with U.S. citizens who were ready to petition to bring over family members from another country. I enjoyed meeting with these people and hearing their stories, and their cases were typically pretty straightforward and simple. It's a little crazy, though, that people come in to start the petition process of sponsoring their parent or siblings so they can immigrate to the U.S., all the while knowing it will likely be at least a 7-20 year process. It was a good reminder at just how blessed I am to live in a country with so many opportunities and so much affluence, and also a good reminder that not everyone gets to experience the same political and economic security I've known my whole life.
Additionally, I had the chance to work with some women who had been granted temporary relief status because they were either victims of a violent crime (U-Visa recipients) or domestic violence (relief under VAWA - Violence Against Women Act). Both of these programs allow people to stay in the U.S. for a temporary period while they "get back on their feet," and the recipients are then allowed to apply permanent resident status after a given period of time, provided there is no criminal activity or other problems during that probationary time period. I really enjoyed speaking with these women, and hoped that the few hours I got to spend with them preparing their files and applications helped at least a little in setting their lives on the right track to recovery and a better life.
Overall, immigration law is an extremely interesting field, and I wouldn't mind getting back into later on down the road. It's such a complicated and codified process, it was nice to be in a position where I was simultaneously learning about the law and helping people navigate their way through our complicated system in their quest to obtain a rightful, legal status. There were two main issues that made me decide I want to try something else for now, though - #1 - I don't speak spanish. Like, not even a little. And that severely limits how much direct contact I can have with clients in my area who are seeking immigration law advice. #2 - I honestly don't have strong feelings about immigration policy and legislation either way. I loved learning about immigration law - digging into legislation policy, however, is not something I've ever been interested enough to really research and form a firm opinion on. This summer, I got to see how this is a topic that directly affects SO MANY people, and it really helped remind me that this is an issue that affects individual lives, not just a generic group of "other people" - aaaaaaand at the same time, it showed me that there are a LOT of people who feel completely entitled "work" and take advantage of our immigration and legal system, which was frustrating. Given what I've seen so far in my new internship, though, I'm starting to think that's just a trend that nonprofit legal organizations see, no matter what field of law you are working in. You just have to remember that along with the frustrating clients, there are also those who genuinely need, deserve, and appreciate the help.
*WELCOME BACK:
Thankfully my immigration internship ended with another month of my summer left. Woohoo! It was definitely time for a break, too. Between the engagement, wedding planning, school semester, finals, moving, wedding, honeymoon traveling, then a full-time internship with 3+ hours in the car each day, my body was getting crazy rundown. Over the next few weeks, I tried to balance a good amount of "down time" while at the same time finally going through all our wedding gifts, packing/moving/unpacking the rest of my stuff from my parents' house, and trying to "set up house." During that time hubby and I also traveled up to DC for a long weekend with my family for my grandfather's memorial service in Arlington Cemetery. It was absolutely wonderful - we got a few days to explore the city, followed by all my aunts, uncles, and cousins being in the same place to honor my grandfather's life and service to his country. He was a colonel in the Air Force during WWII and beyond, and he had a full honor guard present at his memorial service. It was beautiful, and we all knew he would have been extremely pleased. After the service, the whole family headed to a french restaurant my grandparents used to frequent in the city, and we spent the night savoring some delicious french delicacies and sharing stories about my grandad's life. My family has a strong french heritage and pride, which was primarily instilled in us by my grandfather, so this was an absolutely perfect way to wrap up a day/trip celebrating his life.
During the few weeks at home before school started back, hubby and I were finally able to get a little more "settled in" - curtains got hung, wedding gifts got returned/exchanged, our dish set got completed…it was a nice sense of accomplishment - but it still feels like there is so much to do! It's hard to believe we've both been living here for over three months now. I think it's about time I start getting some of these decorations up, or else it will be time for us to move again before they've even been put up!
That's about all for now. There's more to update on now that school has started back and a new internship has started, but this post has already hit "way too long" status. I'll include more of a health update in my next post, too (it looks like it's about time to cave and start another round of IVs - but you gotta do what you gotta do).
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